Yep, I'm not quite over it yet

and I know this because when I think about it (and I am), and talk about it, my voice cracks and my bottom lip wants to quiver and run away and even my biting it will not make it stop. I am also feeling my heart rate rise and my stomach start to turn. My breathing is becoming shorter.

INHALE ...1.2.3.4... EXHALE ...1.2.3.4


12:30pm - EDIT -
note* people usually get what they've given. Or get exactly what they think they don't want. I should wait and let it play out. It may be better in the end.

Kell reminded me of this today.