Friday RANTS!

This is a photo of my desk {or part of it} at work. Today. You would think they would motivate me into a good mood. Mostly, yes. Not today.

Today, I just want to go home.

Even the beautiful daisies below on the opposite side are doing nothing to make me feel better.


It's not that anything's really THAT bad. It's just been a tough week for us and today, it has manifested itself physically. I have indigestion and do not feel well. And when I do not feel well in the stomach, it causes anxiety about being sick {weird, I know} which, in turn, creates more anxiety and more ill-feelings.

*I'm so happy it's Friday but seriously I cannot wait to get out of here. First of all, the boss has fired a woman that I really liked because we're trying to "cut costs". But I think it's bullshit because he's hired a new woman in her place who just so happened to work for him for like 15 years {minus the last five}. She doesn't live here and has to commute a couple times a month. Does that sound like cutting costs? Not. one. cent.

*It's ALWAYS freezing in here. And it makes me miserable! Then when I turn on my space heater, the boss comes out and says "It's like the Sahara in here, YOU'RE COLD????" ...every. time.

*I'm still ragingly angry {and while driving to and fro work, I think of what I SHOULD have said to} that douche cop who gave me a ticket on Tuesday.

*The small businesses that my husband and father-in-law own were burglarized AGAIN this week. AGAIN!!!! AND, the thieves consistently do more in damage {cost wise} by breaking the three doors, roof, gates, and cash register than what they actually steal! Where's that ass-hole cop when you actually need him?

...Ohhhhhhh, right, waiting in Beverly Hills at a stop sign handing out tickets like candy. Totally useful.

*I am getting my hair done this afternoon, which is exciting {farewell dark roots!}, but when I'm not feeling well, the last thing I want to do is sit in a chair for two hours worrying about it! AND, I don't want to miss the debates tonight - {kind of}

*My skin is broken out because I'm ovulating - something I wouldn't have known before trying to have a baby.

*My husband is leaving tomorrow for San Fran for a football game and I'm going to be all alone with the doggies. While this will afford me time to get things done, I'm going to miss him terribly! Also, we've only been apart for one night intervals twice in our relationship. This is 3 days! boo



*I am so ready for the weekend! Who's with me?