Completely Gratuitous Outfit Post

...um, is it just me or do I look like I have a "bulge" in my pants?!?!?!? lololol!

What I'm Wearing
* Bohemian blouse ...alloy.com ...I don't see it on the site though. It's actually got long sleeves with elastic at the bottom so I folded them up and pouffed the top out a little. Also, I'm pretty sure my days of wearing clothes from the "juniors" section is over. I must admit that I love this top ..{also, it was $14.99} but I had to let out the stitches in the front down to the ruffle detail. 1. it was pulling across my chest and did not look good and 2. it shouldn't have been sewn up as high as it was. It looked lame. Like a v-neck that's too short. uh uh.

* Old black tank top under
* Seven for all Mankind jeans ...these jeans are ancient but I still love the cut and fit ...seen here with shoes
* Pour la Victoir nude platform pumps
* Vintage gold chain/shell necklace ...seen here
* Gold danglies from the Farmer's Market
* Marc by Marc Jacobs bag
* Tom Ford "Yvette" gold sunnies

* Hair ...if you follow me on twitter you'd know that yesterday I spent some time at my mom's pool with Morgan {my brother's baby mama} and lucky for me {and my hair} there is a lemon tree in my mom's back yard. I slathered it all over my roots {for the 3rd time now} and laid out in the sun and it really REALLY makes a difference I think {I wasn't in the pool too long but I think the chlorine lightens it a bit too -although it used to turn it majorly green when I was a kid}. It just lightens/highlights it enough to blend with the chemical highlights and possibly give me another month or so before I have to go to the salon and get it done. I'm so lazy when it comes to maintenance. {also note that I've been using lemon to lighten my hair in the summers since forever ...which I'm sure my mom taught me :)}


I have to say {which means I probably shouldn't}, I wasn't feelin' it this morning. I'm really tired today and just thinking about the effort that goes into outfit posting was making me want to just say forget it all together. I think about once a week a get a bad case of the "shames" or a "shame attack" and wonder what the hell I am doing and feel the urge to pull the plug on the whole thing ...this blog I mean. But some strange and perhaps rational {if that makes sense} voice tells me to keep doing it. But I'm tired today. I wish there was a steady balance of confidence in life instead of a crazy roller coaster ride but I guess that would get boring too ...i think my outfits reflect my mood.



*Since today is the last day of June, I'll be choosing {at random} a monthly follower to win a beSmart beGreen eco tote bag later tonight. Twitter followers included as well as google/blogger followers. Check back later tonight ...it could be you :)