I Have No Skin & I Feel Everything & It’s Amazing

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What I’m Wearing…

* Mesh bodysuit from Yandy {this bodysuit is amazing and it’s only $25! It’s backless, but I wore a lace T-strap bra with it and it totally worked! ALSO, it’s one size fits most… it’s very stretchy, you just have to be careful putting it on :)}
* Black skinny jeans by FRAME
* Classic biker jacket… size down, they run big. Mine’s a small and still quite big.
* Red Miss Vara bag by Salvatore Ferragamo
* Oversized round sunglasses by Ferragamo also
* Black suede ankle strap sandals by Jeffrey Campbell {I swear, these are amazing. The chunky heel height is perfect, and they’re totally comfortable and the strap is velcro. I’m buying a second pair ASAP because I’ve nearly worn them out}

* Lips by Lancome // Nails by Essie GelCouture

* Title: One eskimO ‘Amazing’I understand when they say you’ve been born again, cuz I’ve been born again, and it’s amazing, it’s glorious, it’s life-changing, this feeling is amazing… it’s in the stars, it’s in the sun, it’s everywhere, in everyone… and it’s amazing.

I randomly watched this movie Chalet Girl two winters ago on Netflix, because it popped up as a suggestion, –because I obviously watch too many chick flicks– BUT even though the movie was a teensy bit cheesy, there was something I LOVED about it. I must have put it on to stretch and fall asleep to every night for a month after first watching it because it just made me feel so happy during a time when I was so far from happy, I didn’t really know what to do with myself. I was sort of on the brink of emerging from my old self at the time and was so ready to live again but also felt trapped in so many ways, I wasn’t sure how I was ever going to feel alive again.

It’s insane that just a year and a half later, so much has changed, my life feels like mine again, I do feel alive, and it’s amazing.

I’m so grateful that I’m overwhelmed sometimes to the point of tears. I must sound like a crazy person. But if indeed I am crazy, I’ll take it, because it beats the sadness and fear and all the other things that ruled my life at one point –BY FAR. So I don’t care. I’m so happy I cry with joy, which is a strange polarity to feel really. I mean, sure, I’ve been touched by people and brought to tears, but this is so different, I can’t even explain it. I want you all to feel it because it’s amazing.

I’ll tell you the secret: perspective, gratitude, love, connecting with nature, meditating, saying yes, being open to new things and choosing to live your life your way. I’m in love with life and it’s amazing.

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Note: I’ve included FAR too many photos in this post, but I’m a little bit obsessed with this bodysuit!

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wearing a cut-out open back bodysuit with a bra

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Happy Thursday Lovecats!

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LA native & lifestyle blogger Maegan Tintari writes daily at ...love Maegan.com sharing beauty & style secrets, including fashion DIYs, how-to nail art manicures, hair tutorials, recipes & home decorating ideas, as well as a look into her personal life, her journey & battle with infertility & recent relocation to the mountains by a lake in search of a better life with her adorable French Bulldog brothers, Trevor and Randy.

1 Comment

  • adriana barar

    September 2, 2016 |

    This is something I would surely wear and that top in particular is very fancy!